I stand in the cold on a field and its just me with a puzzle in my hand, one that i have fought so hard to figure out. I try to learn more about each piece of the game but its hard when there is never anybody to teach me, “is my form right? am i ever going to be good?” questions i ask my self every time i go out there. But I have gone through too much shit to give up on this game, three years I’ve been trying to play just one competitive game. I know I’m strong enough, I promise you I will get up every time I’m knocked down not matter how hard the hit because my heart breaths true to this game. I just need a chance to prove it.